Now that I am 29 years old (17 Feb. was my birthday) I have been thinking what have I done with my life? I do look back on my life and wish I had done better in school knuckled down and actually got good grades. I wish I ignored the bullies instead of retaliating all the time because looking back it only gave them a boost to do it more maybe they would have got bored and moved on to someone else, but I also think actually them bullying me, made sure they were leaving others alone and I think that’s all I cared about at the time. I used to hate going to school I also thought bullying would stop at college, but it counties there. I didn’t do badly at college as it was by then I started to ignore them and knuckle down and get on with my work I did well, but failed my last course, but it was more to do with placement and my tutor not allowing me to do two weeks more placement to complete the course. I am enjoying things more now, but I do have bad times in my life now, but I try to come to terms with them and just get on with life. I just keep telling myself we only live once and I need to enjoy my life now before it’s over.
The things I am looking forward to in the future be seeing my nieces and nephews grow up and have a good life. To one day marry my fiancé who makes me happy every day even when we argue he still knows when I am down and how to cheer me up. I am going to enjoy each day with my family and friends who are there when I need them and not use me like some have in the past who only want to know when they got issues. I hope you have enjoyed my little blog I will try and do more blogs regularly. As I have really been slacking on them. Well until next time bye.